The rule of thumb for breakups is to never listen to love songs, despite them being everywhere lol.
There is no need to come here for updates because I won't be posting anything regarding the r/s. I hate having to write anything about it because the whole world can read it and it makes me feel as if I'm a brat making a big fuss and others will soon start to feel annoyed by my actions/words.
Sometimes I wish I have a friend who will know what I am feeling without me having to tell. Anyway, this is something that I will have to endure myself to become stronger mentally. I hope I won't unintentionally push my loved ones away.