ARE YOU GOING TO LET ECONOMICS CONQUER YOU FOREVER? 
CHAMPION LOSER.

I realised that I don't really thank my close friends much. I know it is a basic courtesy to thank people when they help you or whatsoever, but I probably took my friends for granted. Like yesterday, I never thank Mg when she helped me buy beancurd from beancurd city or some other days when she got go beancurd city, she'll also ask if I want to eat. Of course I feel thankful, but sometimes I won't say "thankyou". It's like I say it inside my mind lol. On the other hand, I also don't like it when close friends keep saying thank you to me. To me it's like, we're already so close, why so formal to each other? I mean, say it when you really are thankful, not those teeny weeny things also say. For example, help you take utensils then u say "thankyou", use their tissue also say "thankyou" and etc.

& I don't like it when close friends say "Hello" face-to-face also. lol, I know it's kind of weird. There is nothing wrong with saying hello but it gives me the feeling that we're distant in relationship. Tooooooo formal for me. lol actually I do say hello when I am happy to see a person, with a wave of course. I just prefer that people don't say "hello" plainly. Doing it with an action is much better. Ok, now I really feel that I am super troublesome cuz I don't like this and that. :/

I hope I am not being rude for not saying THANK YOU/HELLO to people.

Ok, I feel kind of relieved that some of the tests and projects are down. I will panic when the due date for project gets nearer. I hate that feeling. And even though it's like the beginning of the tests and projects only, I'll still relieve when every test/project is down. There are more to come and I hope I can cope with those. I.CAN.DO.IT.LOL.OK.WHATEVER.

So, today is the 24th, I don't like the number. YA.OK.WHATEVER.
This is a super short post. So busy today, baibai.

I didn't want to post initially but something happened yesterday that gave me the sudden urge to post. I had my speech presentation in the morning and my dad asked me to practice infront of him the day before. So I presented and he commented that my speech wasn't good enough. He even asked me to amend it. I started to feel panic because it was so last minute, I was clueless about what to do. But thanks to the help of Shiguan I managed to amend the speech.(PERFECT TALENT FOR BULLSHITTING LOL) Anw I changed nearly all of the points and had to memorize the whole speech again! :O

Can you imagine? It was 2a.m. and my speech was at 10a.m. Plus I totally suck at memorizing wth. Yesterday was one day that I felt extremely lost. The change in my speech points resulted in the change of my speech outline. However I handed up my speech outline a few days before so I was unsure if my teacher would accept the new outline. Luckily she accepted it. Else I will have to present my previous speech points which I would have already forgotten because I was already halfway through memorizing with my latest points.

I'm also very grateful towards Melissa :D Our lesson starts at 1010 but she was willing to accompany me to school at 8.45a.m. to practice my speech. Her countless of "Jiayou", "Goodluck" and "you can do it" did helped me ease a bit of my trepidation. I don't know how to express my gratitude to her, so I kept saying Thank you :/

& Samantha too. During my speech I stammer on a few sentences because like what I said, my memorizing skill is totally WTH. So after I stammer I felt even nervous. But I continued my speech with eye contacts. Everytime when I look at Samantha, she will smile and nod her head, somehow telling me to go for it. I have to admit that it was quite heart-warming.

Also, thanks to Crystal, WS, LY and some of the guys for listening to my speech while I was rehearsing lol it actually makes me less nervous on the actual day. (I wouldn't be that nervous if I was using my previous script because I rehearsed more using that and was not familiar with the latest script.)

& SHOWERHEAD. So sorry I wasted your effort OPPSY!

Honestly, I do not get touched easily, neither do I take wishes such as GOODLUCK seriously. But on this particular day, the goodlucks and smile were quite effective. I am really glad that I have friends that are willing to help/encourage me :D
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Caught 那些年我们一起追过的女孩 with two other classmates (BECAUSE MMR DON'T WANNA WATCH WITH ME, OK SAD). It's a really nice movie, and I had a good laugh inside the theatre. Guess it's good to watch such funny movie once in a while since I feel that it does improve our mood. *hinting* AHEM

Hehe meowwwwww~

Somehow I keep looking at those photos taken with Mg and Xueer.  Though we look really awkward in some of the photo but overall I still like all  <3