Suddenly feel that I lost all motivation to do work. Suddenly the thought of being a plain jane, being average (or even below average) all my life just haunts me.
Normally I would have rationalise that it's ok to be ordinary, for everyone has their own forte and it's not nice to compare myself with someone else. Why make life so miserable? BUT WHAT IS MY FORTE? What do I want to achieve in life? What do I want out of it? I DON'T KNOW? I FEEL SO LOST AND CONFUSED.
But tonight all the negative thoughts kept flowing through my mind and I can't seem to control it. I'm in need of motivation.
I have to conclude that I'm having a serious pms.
Tomorrow will be a better day.